I can log into my account but when i go jiayi's one. then i can't send her testimonial. and see the pic properly. why is is not http://friendster.com but http://alotofvagina.friendster.com. does friendster have virus too?!





proness. winner. now it piss me off a little cos i can't do what i want although i face the computer for more than 6hrs a day without internet access. boring. and i'm tired. less than 6hrs of sleep again. sigh. it sucks but today i did learn something. it's so scary. even meeting nathan is not as frightening. i miss my sec sch friends and classmates!

jy, your testimonial: the word is not nathan. it's nice. and i meant it, but i just want to play. anyway, i can't wait for weekends too. it's two more days! like after tmr is one day!!!!!! so cool. but then sat, i'm like meeting my sec sch friends in the evening. =x


good night world.

i regretted not buying the brown and navy blue pull and bear polo tee during the sale. ahhhhhhh. like so damn cheap. $19.90. sigh. and it's the color i want if i need to wear one to work/ go out. nathan. now that i showered i can't sleep just yet. ahhhh. freaking. no more gel on the hair.

i miss studying. crap. internship really sucks like shit. waste time, money and health only. i couldn't think properly and almost fell asleep. i'm feeling so freaking fat yet tired now. how to play soccer on wednesday anymore. sigh.

woohoo. that sms from evon was a very sweet gesture. what a good start to the day! :)

i'm a freaking lousy useless mummy's boy/son. please let nothing happen tonight and let me sleep in peace.

postsecret rocks my socks.

http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_a7jkcMVp5Vg/RtC9etTLnZI/AAAAAAAABgk/kvcc__cBT5E/s1600-h/losing.jpg

ah. i dislike attachment. it's making me irritated. stupid. i think i will be so tired tommorrow and i might be late. i feel like freaking someone upside down inside out like banana, papaya, alibaba and aninak. sigh. i still dunno what to wear/iron the clothes. so uncool like nathan.

now i seriously need to get freaking drunk so that i can get to sleep.
human are selfish. no one is noble, not even your partner. fairytales doesn't come true, kiss korean videoclip is produced just to cater to the audience.
money is so evil. if barter trade were to exist again. sigh.
dysfunctional.

ann siao is so cool because she can put me to sleep. 100m in 13sec. so pro. oh yes, but i doubt i can sleep. something bad is going to happen again. god bless.

alcohol is bad. hahaha. i'm so freaking hungry after i drink alcohol. i wonder why. oh man, abit screw up my regime i just started on tuesday. it was kind of an eye opener. i didn't know club was so small. and i can't dance for nuts. my first time with poly classmates. it doesn't really excite me at all , i think cos i don't know how to dance. that's why.

oh yes, i'm sorry. i didn't mean to make you fall. i swear i wasn't drunk at that time. i just didn't know that will happen. hope you're alright. very sorry! i just wonder what will happen if milk mix with alcohol. will it slow down the absorbtion rate of alcohol. ahhhh. still so freaking hungry. oh ya, please tell me when i was drunk/going to get drunk. i want to know. i need to know how it feels to be drunk. so i can be better. :)

and also, i realised we didn't take many pictures. like i never talk picture with everyone there individually. so sad. :(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x0Y1Wk2wr74

this video makes me high. maldini speaking in english!!!!!!! omg! so damn charming. and kaka is so friggin cute when he smiles. he's such a cutie. it's like felicia chin together with joanne peh. wow.

joanne peh is my favourite gangster girl!
she can hit me, stab me, kick me. damn cool. i won't mind. hahahahaha. :)

soccer was good today. i realised i'm not as good as i think. i still have alot to learn. but i was pissed off with the 132 bus. i waited for 23mins for it to come at 7.40, which i didn't expect because this is the freaking bus i always take. there's no difference whether i left the house at 7pm or 7.25pm, still reach there at 8. argh. lucky there were other teams, if not i feel bad.

screw singtel broadband.

i have the sudden urge to meet the owner of blackjetta.blogspot.com; miss phoon yue chin.

i'm so tired right now but i can't get to sleep, i feel like drinking vodka or alcohol and get fucking drunk. get a hangover for the entire day tommorow since i do not know what to do and when i've recovered in the evening, i'll just go play soccer with my cousin. this feeling sucks.

i'm sorry for dissing anyone of you just now. i was just tired. pardon me. please don't treat me so well because i will take anyone for granted. i don't really feel comfortable when people treat me so well except my mum. i admit i like being treated well it's is kind of scary at the same time. i dunno.

i think i was trying to find an excuse to convince myself that it's alright that if i don't do well for this module. god bless.

oh yes, great. i guess that's it. someone flared up. but i guess the other party is trying to keep it down because of me. but don't they know i've already woke up and i can't think properly now? i need some drug to make me high.

i'm already so screwed up. i totally can't absorb things into my head alr, just trying to get 2hrs sleep yet they still want to discuss so loudly. this discuss shouldn't have taken place because whatever being said is invalid. there is no point in talking so damn loudly when nothing has been done for the past year. it affects me. or i should be glad they aren't shoutly like nobody's business? now i am wondering how is catalina. they've quietened down, i don't know if i should go back to sleep. so damn tired, but if i overslept. that's it. god bless me.

i watch channelnewsasia primetime morning because of suzanne jung. her face is so cute! :)

sat evening was fun. finally got to see chee heng and gang after 1 month. soccer wasn't that good cos it was raining. a few of my friends got ligament injury. it's scary because i'm feeling something wrong with my knees too. i don't want to not play soccer before i reach 35.

sat night was super fun. but i think i might be spoilsport throughout the entire night. ahhhhh. crazy nathan. i dunno why i did what i do.

Dear Melvin,
Here is your horoscope for Sunday, August 19:
You're having a hard time making up your mind, and that could lead to all sorts of minor, and possibly funny, romantic troubles. Don't force yourself, because you'll end up regretting any hard choices you make.

this might be good to convince me for what i did... i like you guys for being my friends. ok, no love because i never love anyone before but you all know what i mean...

maternal grandma's birthday yesterday. finally i got took a complete family photo for dunno since how many years ago. i also took one photo alone with my grandma and some other pictures with my cousins which i always wanted since eons.

oh man, i'm feeling lethargic again but i slept at 10.30pm yesterday and i didn't watch lost. :(