i've always been dismantling all my spoilt shoes and keep those 'technologies' and soles. it is one of secret ambitions to work for nike(not sales assistant! though it won't hurt if i have to be one). imagine overseeing all the shoes technology processes, working in their headquarters(its very very big and beautiful), coming up with my own shoes (not design though) and not forgetting how the business management/strategies/marketing/branding/etc works. damn cool!

the female model for nike women looks like the same person for the nokia adveristment on msn messenger. she's really beautiful and takes my breath away when i look at her wearing nike women products. i'd agree without her, the products might not look so nice. another marketing strategy. wahahahha. :) seriously, wanting to work for nike has got nothing to do with her!

ah. if i can be like her(the male version)... how good it will be.... she's not jessica alba, but still very attractive. to me, she's probably more attractive than jessica alba right now. funny annit? i don't know what i'm thinking too.

blinkymummy is very *thumbs up*. =)))

tee shirt
swimming goggles
boxer/boxer brief
short sleeve shirt
boyzilian/legs waxing session
any edition of postsecret book
stargirl by jerry spinelli
love, stargirl by jerry spinelli
socks for street soccer/running
white asics/onitsuka tiger lifestyle shoes
tioman/phuket

chin wei is my stress buster. thinking of him is gay, but his antics is so funny!

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love, but it came too soon

And there was me and you and then we got real glued
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule?

Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be friends forever

La, la, la,
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la,
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?

Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be friends forever

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be friends forever

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be friends forever


this song never fails to crank me up. existed since pri sch. damn cool.

throughout the past few years, i finally feel that i was ready to give up my selfcentredness for once. but now, it's gone when i was randomly reading blogs and chanced upon it. is it worth investing emotion in it?

on the other hand, i'm wondering how can i treat my friends better when i treat my family like that? why everything come at the wrong time? it's definitely not going to be easy. maybe god wants me to learn from it and be a better person.

my mum is the greatest for her unconditional love towards her children. she's strong. i hope to follow her in future. but that means she is not treating herself well and i really hate it. i don't know what beholds in the future but i pray hard that she will be strong and healthy; i will be filial and have the capability to take care of her. that applies to my dad too. relations are getting better, but not financial.

so i don't know. i can't really get to sleep well because of fyp and my height. waking up every other hour. i'm so tired and hope i won't screw up the 3 slides for presentation later. god bless all.

i've never thought it would come so fast. i'm beginning to miss school even before i graduate. i thought i shouldn't feel this way, at least not for now. sigh. i can't really do my work now. tired.

i'm always so high when i read about sports. so cool. so pretty, so smart, so tall. :)

and i hope to reach the same level of attitude/thinking as my mum on perspectives of life and the world. it's kind of amazing talking to her for 2 hours enlightening me. i'm too worldly, academics is not everything.

wow wow wow. when i enter uni, most of the female counterparts will be younger than me. that feels weird. female seniors are so cool and sweet! wow. i think peggy soon (female winner of hey gorgeous) is a sociology undergrad. damn cool. today was a good until i paid for the shoes... oh man, school work is piling up again.

isn't she pretty?

things are on my mind and i cant get to sleep. i miss the times i chase 孫燕姿.

is it worth all the effort? what if you're like huang kaida in the golden path? everything will go down to drain even when its not your fault? is that considered your fate?

do you want to just work hard and believe that you will succeed one day without realising how itf feels to just let go of the baggage or do you just to live for the moment and learn from the mistakes you have made spurring you to greater heights in future?

work hard or work smart?

live for the moment or believe all your life?

phoon yue chin or huang kai da?

what is the right balance?

it sucks to be sick at the wrong time. i totally cannot concentrate. like living dead. eye candy was no where to be seen today. guess wont get to see her till next week. totally not contributing to my recovery.

ms excel makes me mad. i can do the calculation faster with a calculator manually. it sucks. i feel like burning the whole computer now. i wonder which idioit introduced excel. f it.

kelly just msn-ed me. it doesnt seem like she's been gone for 5 months. time flies. all of us are growing up so fast. too fast for my liking. it means that i'm graduating soon (no more schoolwork), a fresh start. but that also means i must be independent, hopefully i can get to do what i want. i just realised i wasted the last 6 years of my life. it sucks.

i so feel like i should meet phoon yue chin now as i'm reading her blog. she's so cool and smart.

i need a pair of lifestyle shoes and another pair of street soccer shoes. i want a pair of asics running shoes. no money no talk. got money talk rot. sigh.

i hate imperfections. i really do. things that are done should be perfect, nothing less than that. it sucks when i know i can do better after i look back at the things i've done, it still can be re-done but it just doesn't only involve me. it makes me not able to sleep well. being or doing things alone is still the best.

out of our own good, people are trying to impart all of their knowledge to us. but they did not realised that there are more bad than good by screwing us up. or is this how the society works? if it is, i think i'm kinda of screwed up because i still can't handle it. there are so few people who are truly working only for themselves. wonder what good there is after living for almost two decades.