it's good to see my sister grow. a constant reminder of how brave she is and how much fear i have towards fear. i believe if physical appearance is not one of the factors we consider in being with someone, she will beat most people hands down.

i hope my brother will grow too.

now what about me?

i just cannot forgo the idea of wanting to be a celebrity or famous or whatever.
power.

should i go for the money or power programme?

ang wei ni, karen wai, so many others.. teach me something.
i still cannot break the notion of finding successful people so pretty and beautiful in their ways.

going to take a sampan and see firefly later. cool.

make it my own today. be selfish, so selfish that it becomes selfless.