zw. am i the one who pissed you off by the previous post? if i am, i'm sorry.

saw two girls on the bus this morning. thye look like sisters or maybe good friend. nice skin, average looking but i really wont look at them a second time if not for their big bag and clothing.... they shared a bottle of water together, yawn together. probably working together. so sweet when they look out and take care of each other.

keep in mind try to listen to others cause i have forgotten how to do that but only complain and f people through the years.

friends is not easy.

ok, can feel that i'm having fever soon.
night before i faint or shit/fart/die in the parade tmr.

suddenly i'm so scared i will be paralysed and i know i cant be as fit as before plagued by injuries especially when i see zibin and chee keng like that i should be lucky. but i can't. i hate it that i cant perform to my potential. have been playing soccer without thinking for years since i think i am quite good caused me and my friends to be stagnant.

felt like a gigolo few moments back...

no. i dont need a gf but someone who can make me less slutty a better person.

i'm typing too much. bye.

last year:
ankle recovery
join more races
less abdominal fats
more happy (glad that i feel i'm more myself around poly friends)
stop thinking of those two vicious cycle
grow taller
no signing on (comfortable but scary thought when i think of it)
be myself in front of more people (but not irritating them)
give hugs to more people esp kw,evon and 2/6 people (friends and family)
phuket or some other place close to nature overseas
people around me to be happy
love myself
health of parents
maybe stargirl
maybe driving?


only 1 completely done. still fighting the other one unless i ord already for 1-2years. there are two half done. one cancelled last minute but it is okay if not i wouldn't have so much fun during christmas with co3.

people around me to be happy
health and life of family
love myself
build stronger bond among old friendship
healtheir and fitter
be myself in front of others
be happy and less temperamental
be less horny (still dont understand why most of the girls are pretty)
driving?
more savings
ankle recovery;check up on my right ankle (but it is already almost 2 years will it be the same again?)
take care of my back and right knee
go to somewhere close to nature overseas
learn a new sport
gf?
study uni?

hello huiyu. hahahaha. thank you. see you. good night. i am so weird and happy and this is a good start to 2010 hopefully.

i dreamt of ying jia on two consecutive days and i dreamt of president nathan too.

i . omg so much to blog. i am v happy now. i need to sleep. bye bye.