i feel terribly fucked and screwed now.

felicia chin makes me HAPPY! i love her. i want to marry her. i can be her slave forever. woo. she is love. omg, it seems that all girls are pretty right now. crazy. i think is might be due to the lack of sleep. it's ice cream time!!! :D

singapore swimmers are way cute. hahaha.

i was beaming and hyperventilating like 1 minute ago. *big grin*

this might be damn gay. but then i suddenly miss chin wei's antics(his dancing hand movements)but yes i did not forget about kim wei and xiao de as well, just that chin wei cranks me up more. felicia chin and joanne peh makes me high. avril rocks my socks. i'm like girlcrazy at this moment. every girl seems pretty to me yesterday. wow, and kelly is talking to me on msn now. damn cool. it's so late in us now and she's not asleep. bad girl! happy nathan.

my mummy is so adorable at times. :)

listening to if we hold on together by diana ross:

makes me miss al and sw.
makes me miss those times when i was younger.
reminds me of a 14yrs old girl who run 5km in 23mins+ , 10km in 48mins when i just got over it at about 11+pm and now i can't really get back to study.
makes me feel that i'm so lost as i do not know what i really want because i want to achieve so many things.

somehow i'm glad i'm getting used to not playing soccer since 1month ago and exercise by only running, which is the stepping stone for me to embark on an overseas journey on my own. but i just keep looking at record times of athletes, which is a start of another bad thing.

youth and innocence are gone. i've let it pass me by.