i wonder if the work is screwing me up or i'm screwing myself up. this sucks. i hate it when i don't get enough slp. i can't freaking grow any taller. i can't exercise when i do not enough as i might die of exhaustion. if i were to join the osama gang, i would ......

evon was attractive today. i don't know why but i'm serious. perharps its because i didn't get to see her like more than 5 days. so absence make the heart fonder?

choice.

always look forward.

try, even if i fail at least i've tried (though it might suck but its better than nothing, its definitely not a waste of time)

be true.

always seek for improvement (but how can it be defined?)

but f projects.

it would be love if it's winter now. and i'm in a house with a fireplace, chimney with lots of snow outside the pathway downtown of whichever ang moh country. and then i'm listening to coldplay's trouble with ten thousand million jellybeans and wine with turkey, bacon, and a soulmate.

love is:















this is not love but sexy/lust.