i'm talking to girls right now. and i dun know if i should tell them what i told them. but anyway, it's been done and it's like what i wanted to say.

actually, i'm kind of looking forward to NS. it's another changing point. perharps it can change me. i want to travel around the world, working or alone or with friends that i feel really comfortable and won't get bored and can talk about anything under the sun including sex or secrets or whatever that is a taboo. but if this were to happen, i need to get soccer out of my system, have other ways to exercise/keep fit and also that means leaving my family in singapore.

ok it seems that i changed alot but i guess that's me. i don't know if thats being open but i know i'm not handsome or pretty or rich or whatever you call it. i'm just another person in this world.

ok, i bet this is scaring people. but i'm still a fucking superficial person right now.

seriously, i think i'm a little jealous that yingjia and grace can go stone. it makes me feel sad. being together with a group of people and do what you want especially in the nature is love. well, i dunno.

i just regret not joining a cca. i should have sign up during orientation because i can remember the senior at the booth is so attractive, who cares if it's on a friday. i'm freaking lifeless now. soccer getting sucky as it's getting very difficult for me to improve. i'm stagnant. it's freakin 1.12am now. sigh.

freaking cool. but i only do that once a week now.

Study: Soccer beats jogging for fitness
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070921/ap_on_he_me/fitness_soccer_vs_jogging;_ylt=AgH4Mp5Sm9bZOrSRz9g800m9j7AB
Diet Change Can Curb Fatty Liver Diesease
http://news.yahoo.com/s/hsn/20070922/hl_hsn/dietchangecancurbfattyliverdisease;_ylt=Akfs3rK2IdnDnkAO60dxXHVa24cA

So, stop eating rice or bread. eat vegetables the whole day.

i totally hate these two days except 12-5pm yesterday. tmr might suck a million time. f.

he's a super handsome boy in red. if i can make out with him. wow!

look at his thighs! damn sexy (and gross to some). he's got super nice face features but he doesn't have super nice abs.

he can't get the ball and want to knock the stupid dumb lookalike kiddo player's head with a smack on his bloody face.

i wonder if i change my sex, will i get into the female soccer team. all her stats are the same as mine except the birthdate. damn. freaking sad.

even sex doesn't interest me right now. this sucks. i feel like getting out of singapore for 1 month to go travelling around a few countries like florida, liverpool, milan and some countryside ah. amsterdam, holland! but with lots of money and someone who i feel comfortbale with to do crazy stuff! oh man. the thought of it makes me so high! woohoo.

i'm so frekaing bored now. i think making out with hilary duff might be fun because she is older than me, rich and mature... and her birthday is in 6days time. so coool. i don't know what the lizzie mcguire movie is all about.

now i know why doing data entry isn't fun at all after a while. it gets very tough and fun at the beginning trying to figure it out. but sometimes it takes too long and it annoys everyone. but when you're about 1/5 done , it gets so tiring and taxing on the eyes. oh man and it's boring esp when there's no music. lucky for me i'm not really a music addict. wth.

btw, i was like surrounded by female working adults on the bus this morning. they're so matured, indepedent, sexy, feminine, smart, street-wise, fashionable, etc. but there isn't any hot guy today. :(

i saw this girl sitting at the 2nd row from the right. she got super long hair like yingjia i think. i only know she wore white and i got a feeling she's from SMU though i couldn't see anything else! after i alight the bus, she know i'm looking for her and she look back at me thru that window!! i hope i can see her again later. wow. way cool! watching channelnewsasia on the bus 153 when there's suzanne jung in the morning makes me happy too.

it's very fun.. how people do/act/think/dress/practice in this corporate world.

somtimes its so fun observing on the bus esp when people look at you then u look back at them and it just continues... mind games. i like! but sometimes i still lose to some people. there's so much more to observe esp the small details when the bus is super crowded in the morning. but i'm so freaking tired and my stomach hurts every morning.

i wanna go waxing. like who want to sponsor me? crap. it's freakingly nathanly 12.05am again. good night.

i am wondering if felicia chin like boys who are younger than her.

she is so sweeet. it's driving me crazy. i just can't sleep. i'm too excited and i'm in too deep. oh oh crazy, but it feels alright.... so damn tired but my damn hair haven't dry. later spoil mood then can't slp. freaking nathan.

sometimes i get jealous too easily, this sucks big time. now i wonder being alone might be still the best. u don't have to act happy if you're not happy to entertain anyone worried that you might affect them... so kill all those with many friends. follow the osama way. way so cool.


playing with pda was kind of fun.










crap. it's freaking 12am now.

i kind of like this quote from blackjetta (if i'm not wrong).

life is like a dick, fuck it when it is hard.

he's fucking hot!

how he looked like 11 years ago.

why isn't he mine?

i'm beginning to dislike girls who run faster than me. i hope they will get cramp during the race. damn it.

freaking boring day. who would want to sponsor me $200?

ivy lee is still so hot at her age as a mother of two.

the purpose of this post is to tell... i haven't sleep just yet. i just finish my dinner and breakfast but i'm still hungry. not being able to sleep throughout the night though i'm still fucking tired is a secret. i won't tell anyone the whole truth.

in real life, only one person knows why but i doubt she knows she is the only one who knows it too. it's neither grace tan nor gan jia yi. well even if people are interested i will not tell them. some will say so why the fuck do i post it up if i do not want attention. i just want to rant and this is not to entertain anyone but myself. so fuck it. i'm being damn gl now. i can heard the first bus approaching the bus stop now. i shall sleep before it irritates the hell out of me. bye.

PS: to 2/6 peeps... sorry about not writing about us at all. i doubt u all know about any single thing i wrote in here but some things doesn't need to be told to be understood. :)

right now i really have to urget to meet the owner of blackjetta.blogspot: phoon yue chin.

ying jia made me high yesterday when she came over. we managed to have lunch together but not go home together. grace kwan was cute yesterday, but even cuter on wednesday. like she call me! sometimes grace kwan is like so cute. wow. hahahaha.

i'm now regretting staying at home because its boring and i cant continue sleeping if not i will not be able to sleep later. i'm still damn tired. freak. it's so dumb that i stand on the bus for 1.5hrs because the stupid highway jam. piss me off. fuck.

i don't feel like updating anymore. it's kind of meaningless.

fuck.

working sucks. i miss watching my favourite gangster girl! ah, soon . it will be thomas ong. my all time fav actor of all times. the 1st actor i ever liked in my life too. damn damn damng. he's so damn hot for his age. sexy.

screwed up. if work starts at 9am and ends at 5.30pm, how good will that be.

i haven't been watching LOST for a few episodes and now i'm totally lost on what is going on. sigh. internship,log,reports and presentations.... and i realised this is so sweet (look below)...









it's the couple is so sweet and sexy. ah. damn it. i'm jealous.
who wanna buy me the whole collection of the LOST series?

singtel HOT 100! pre-paid card or continue this stupid m1 plan?

the thought of entering the office makes me sad, i hope today will never end. yucks.

work was fun! yeah! :)

but i have a diseased face now. 12 pimples on my left side of neck, 1 at the chin, 3 on the right side of neck, 7 on the left cheek, 5 on the right cheek, 4 on the right jaw. sigh...

erm, i learn not to anyhow download adobe reader updates from any websites other than the offcial one.... and not to click on sexy girl picture unless it's felicia chin or joanne peh or jessica alba. friendster!!!! ahhhhh. 11 threats found but deleted. norton sucks, avg is better.

oh yes, on the way back home. there's this girl with a group of friends looked at me. i have a common look. she asked her friends if i look like one of their friend else. ahhhhh, so sad. but then i should have smile at her when she look at me. maybe can score points.

i secretly notice that she keep trying to peep at me. i think i look like the guy she's fond of. hahahha. luckily, its at night and she cant see how ugly i am if not it will be a super turn off. and i'm so sure they're from hip hop by the way they dress and stuff they talking about. damn cool. like since 5 years ago, no girls ever look at me like that. woohoo. high. ok, not very high but yes contented.

ratatouille is a very nice movie. must watch. the mouse is so damn cute. but it always scare me when the imaginary chef suddenly with that scary noise effect. i so pai seh when my seat shook. i guess the couple esp the girl i must be a freaking chicken gay coward.

i did not play soccer or run this week but disgusting spent lots of money. health and wealth going down. yucks.