i did a stupid thing by scratching myself out of suddenly impulse yesterday night while bathing. now it's so painful and there will be two scars on my body. haha.

and WHO IS THE ONE WHO HUGGED ME SO MANY TIMES? OWN UP PLEASE. ANYWAY, THANKS ALOT WHOEVER YOU ARE.

it was so obvious from 11 to 148. you somehow made my day. =)

i think cassandra ng is so cute and feminine.. maybe she can be my sister. then i can go travelling with her too. lol. and i will get to know sandra ng also. wahaha. ok, i'm day dreaming. but i really wished i have an elder sister.

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything. You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you. Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace. You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life. Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times. At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you. You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

Your Inner Child Is Sad

You're a very sensitive soul. You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have. Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone. You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time.

How Is Your Inner Child?

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have low extroversion. Y ou are quiet and reserved in most social situations. A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you. You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people. Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is medium. You are generally broad minded when it come to new things. But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it. You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

The Five Factor Personality Test

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt. You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so. Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

i just scolded my sister because she was practising for her presentation which irritates me. i know i almost fell alseep just now. jasmine, i'm sorry. i just hope she will read this one day. it's highly impossible and improbable.

fuck. i just sucks as an elder brother.

i hate it when people doesn't even know how to differentiate their underwear and wears your's.

freakanathan.

it's raining now, yet i can't sleep neither can i go out to find present for ying jia.


oh yes, happy birthday to...
ying jia
zi bin
agnes

i just read yesterday's news paper.
i think education is overrated. it's so expensive now, and what do we really learn from it?
we work just to pay back for it. what's the meaning behind all these? yes, people might do research and accidentally invent something. but will most of them do something like that? just one out of 100,000. i think the rest, they will just continue working, since they can't do something significant.

passion will eventually die off. because no money = no talk in the world. how many people really get to do what they want , their passion? or is the 'passion' slowly built up because there's no other way out? desperation/ a need for money builds their passion.

somehow i feel that we're being manipulated by an unknown someone.
we are killing each other slowly subconsciously without knowing. the process is slow and can't be seen. maybe that's world war III is coming soon. chemical war, so high tech. ease all our pain.

managed to fight off those thoughts yesterday. but my exam revision is progressing real slow. not even half the book yet. i think i broke record by studying straight from 5-3. but i know that i will pass somehow, yet i don' t think i can get an A anymore. and i only had like 5hrs 50mins of slp. i always lose to sleep. i don't know why am i so sensitive to noise?!

nonetheless. thank you, Him.

i think i had a dream but i forgot what it was all about.

i can't seem to differentiate reality and dreams.

i knew i never had a good sleep that's it.

good luck to those taking a levels results today.