went city link and raffles city on friday with kelly to see ms lau's gift. when me and kelly sit at the seats eating.. i was thinking if we were a couple. then i must always pay for my gf. haha. feels responsible. but i dun think i can last if that were to happen everyday. i can just chat naturally with her. not like my poly classmates.

went there again today, together with joseph , puaytze and kelly to get ms lau's gift. got them a 'pair' of champagne glass. i also saw pan lingling when i rushing down to the cityhall mrt station at the entrance.

she's tall.. at least the same height as me. and she's also pretty. i find her quite average in the tv. and she's a mother of two children. i think she has got quite a good figure. omg. i can't imagine joanne peh or felicia chin or fiona xie, which many guys find her very pretty. ok, i saw felicia chin before. the first day of this year. she was so full of make up la. so can't see clearly.

oh ya, ate hans today too, at chinatown there...


ah, i'm so tired. hmm, i think i might not wear a polo tee tmr...


ciao.

oh wait, i also realised that i have a stomach like ET at the lower abdomen there.

the lower abdomen is so difficult to train... plus the late dinner at 11-1 everynight makes my tummy pretruding out.

sian.

i saw xiang yun at chinatown.

i'm damn tired.

i don't really enjoy flag football.

and one of the reason is because i can't excel as well as eugene. the only thing i can do is run for touchdown. but he's like so much better than me.

i think i might be better than him in soccer.


i hate to do powerpoint or autoCAD.

the gift... ah. no one likes the idea of giving a book. i think i shall just get a gift and forget about it.

there's elh presentation later. and i dun like it. i hate to present.

johanna is always so "within my sight" when she plays tennis at the court. so tall. and she tie her hair makes her looks better. from the way she learn, i can sense that she likes tennis alot. and is determined to do well...

i should have joined tennis. rafael nadal.

i dread going to sch everyday.

got back 2 modules. i failed autoCAD. as expected. 45/100. only two person to fail in class.
bcn got 32/50 [converted to 64/100]. i was expecting to be the top few in class.
but no. one of the lousiest, tho 3 or 4 of them failed. it doesn't pay to be attentive in class. study smart... those never listen in class, do well. was quite jealous of kim wei. 82/100. cos he always slps in class, and studied only the lsat minute. and i believe he's very engrossed into his game that he wun study. was thinking of changing course after i got back my bcn result.

haha. but come to think of it, i most probably might excel in other modules next term . laws, theories, poa. i love maths, tho my amaths sucks. i hope poa will not be difficult. never learnt it in my life before. ah. then again, there will be people better than me.

qing_e, thanks for being the only reader in my blog. hmm, i did not call simon. i wanted to be a soccer player when i was in p6, was in the soccer team. but sec sch doesn't have a team, so joined ncc. now i don't know what cca to join in poly too. i just stil lcan't click with poly classmate.s they talk about computer games, basketball. and they're proud of what they talk about, do , etc. the girls is about movies, shopping, boys. i'm not that interested too. i want talk about sports, and since upper secondary. i didn't dare to try new sports, since i can't excel in soccer anymore. i'm not good. i just miss the memories i have in primary school. the annual sports day, whereby i will run at least one event every year thru out the 6yrs. maybe , i just need to have fam and status. i dunno also. for now, i just want that bonding, and think being in the team is not important. but when i do, it's otherwise. i hope u understand what i typed in here. well, it's just a long story. and i might not be as inoccent as u think. if i tell u what i do, u might be disgusted with me and might not bother me anymore, though i doubt so.

there's still a slight pain in my chest since leonard keep hitting/pinching me yesterday.

i sms-ed ms lau to inform her about the changes, and i asked the questions. now i think whether i'm a menace now. i'm afraid to keep troubling her...

i've really got no life. comtemplating whether to buy those boardshorts from Fmen. it's $26.90 after discount... like only $1 more than wildwave at queensway. and i think it's more branded than wildwave. never heard of wildwave before. and the website they gave was inaccessible.

the best is to get those from quiksilver,ripcurl or billabong... but so expensive.

sigh.

i want to get a abercrombie and fitch coat/sweater.


there's so much i want to get.

i want to grow taller.

no life.
no soccer.
no friends.

i feel so empty now...

don't feel like going to school tomorrow... sian.

i saw ms lau and lynette chua today at orchard, takashimaya in the afternoon. became very excited and went mad after that.


ms lau never change at all. still taller than me and pretty. i must admit her husband is not bad, though i cannot really remember how he looks now. but then first impression counts... so ya.

i was wondering whether lynette could recognise me.


anyway, i think i'm pissing people off by asking them how they feel about what i want to get. sigh. i can't use vulgarities here cos it's for ms lau. i just wished i can just get a gift by myself. i don't mind forking out $50. but $100 is way beyond budget. ahhhhhh. how? and must we give green ang bao when we attend the wedding cos we're not married?

i've never been to a malay wedding before...


can anyone pls tell me how?

the gift i intend to get.




isn't it nice? i find it nice. cos they're birds. so it means, two love birds.
meaning? but they're like $118 for the two small ones. and $138 for the bigger ones.

so how?

i dunno what to wear for malay wedding too.

dead.

i'm comtemplating whether to ask ms lau over the email what i should do for a malay wedding?

should i or should i not?

i don't know whether i did touch the girl anot. but i only felt her skirt. i didn't say sorry , and was thinking whether to do that. cos it will be very embarrassing for me as well as her. so i didn't. i just hope she didn't feel anything.


i just can't study MES now. there's so many diagrams. and i realised it's the worse module of all three. sigh. how?

i like joanne peh.

i can't seem to understand LOST the show. argh. why the hell there's some many people trapped in the island. and they're fighting? cos selfishness? then they also show those people in the city living so comfortably... reenactment?
OC also. their english is like so soft/slang/chim.
desperate housewives also.
must continue to watch then will roughly understand.

went to imm on sunday and bought my 'abercrombie and fitch' shirt. i've wanted to own that brand of shirt since exactly about 1yr 1mth when i saw a very muscular man walking along centrepoint.

went esplanade to study on mon. it's the second time i went there to study. wow, it's very conducive and relaxing... just that my clothes are uncomfortable. i seriously think i need a special tailor to make my clothes esp the innerwear.

hmmm. yesterday's test was relatively easy. i will confirm pass if it's 25/50 is the passing mark. however, i think many people will pass the test. therefore, getting an A is very difficult.

i don't believe those who say they do not study. and i dun like it when they say they didn't study. ok, if u read thru, just say u read thru then. if not do not even comment on studying then. pretentious.

i wonder why they can be so proud of themselves going around telling people they did not study. to prove that they're smart? if they are. they should be in rj/hci. ok, any jc should be ok since our batch has the most number of babies. and who says dragon babies are lucky/prosperous/smart/or anything they can think of?

i'm getting bored. and i can't really remember what i studied in school for that past 6hrs or so.

haven't go back giant to change my electrical shaver. argh. i hate hair, except those on my head. and pimples. boo.

quiksilver open beach volleyball competition is this weekend. =)

miss lau's wedding next week. =)

presentation and projects due next week. =(

joannepeh. vincentng. julianhee. =D

i like blogskin with white background and black fonts. =)
help me do my please....

test is on tues, and i haven even finish scanning thru one module...

save me.

i have stubble everywhere on my body. yucks.

rj students are cute...

maybe i'm demanding too much. that's why i can't have such good bonding as the rest. if i'm in pj...

i've made jiayi angry yesterday. i wonder how. i didn't mean to be mean. inviting pple to wedding is important. but not that i don't want to imvite her. but i still dunno her that well...

saw si jia at queensway.. was rather sad/stoning before i left queensway, wishing to see her and say hi to her. heard from chee heng she's the captain of sp's netball. no wonder... and i'm just another person in this world only.

wanted to thank jiayi giving me a chance to talk to pauline at anchorpoint's kfc. apparently, i bored her. and did many wrong things. she cleared the seat and table for me , yet i didn't go and sit down.

i just screwed everything up. anyway, i think she knows i'm interested in knowing her. i think i'm just attracted to the way she dress and etc. she is more mature and stuff, older than me.

i'm still acting like a sec sch boy, and can't give girls that sense of security. and i like the way i am except for my pimples and height, and the fact i'm not in school team since sec sch. i still wouldn't know what to talk to her the next time round...

i'm also so confirm going to fail my autoCAD common test just now...

it's been the second time since i shared a cab with joy from cineleisure back home after a movie... =)

been a week since i last blogged. i think it has been a busy week though i can't remember what i did. anyway, i need to confirm miss lau's wedding by sunday. no one is replying to it. ahhh. if i tell them, then later they never confirm then want to go or vice-versa, ms lau will be embarrassed, cos not yet seats. and it will be my fault again. sigh.

kelly's bday on thurs. happy belated bday.

ellice's bday today, happy bday.

it's term break. after next week, it will be common tests week. sian.

i should have gotten at least 45/50 for my test today. all because of the catching of cockroaches. but nonetheless, i'm quite proud to say, tho i never study much. i definitely will get at least 30/50. haha.

stubbles anywhere is so irritating. i want go light impulse hair removal treatment. i want go for acne treatment too...

today, in the bazaar in sch, i spotted a white abercrombie and fitch shirt which i think suits me. it cost $18, and i decided not to buy worrying that it's not the authentic one tho i went back and forth around the stall thrice with the stall holder asking me thrice. lol. now i regretted it. go FOS, travel there already cost $1.10 liao, unless i'm buying two shirt. which is unlikely, cos there's seldom M size there.

A&F!!!! where is his stall.......... damn damn damn damn damn.... I shld have just bought it and try to bargain with him.


i'm always so bored after sch.

and i dunno who i like. or i dun like anyone actually...

i can't even do 50situps one shot just now.

what cca shld i join? i want to be in the team.

i think i can't make it for flag football. i'm not fast and reactive enough.



this is sooooooooooooooooooo boring.

i dun like autoCAD.



abercrombie and fitch............................

miss lau's chinese wedding.. just a few more hours from now. haha. but i'm not invited. heh. i just want to wish her all the best and enjoy her marriage. my english sounds weird here though.

playing soccer later, hope i won't be sunburned again. it's beeen busy busy busy. common tests are just around the corner. not yet revised, but i doubt others have started their revision except for one or two.

my 'exactly like edison chen hair' haircut was a failure. i look so chao ah beng now. i wonder what my relatives will say when they see me on sunday.
maybe... "wah, melvin. what happened to your hair?" or "wah, u want to become ah beng liao ah, after u enter poly?"